Saturday, September 5, 2015
My Dear Sweet Montana,
It has been 4 yrs since you left me. Where has the time gone? My life hasn't been the same since you passed away. I miss you so much! I think about all the great memories we had together. I think about those times quite often. I rarely think about your last days. The surgery on your tail, you not eating, me still giving you the Deramaxx which ended up killing you. You don't know how much I regret that. Even to this day I wish I would have listened to my gut. You might still be here. You were my heart and soul. Bailey was a daddy's girl and you were mine.
I also wanted to thank you for sending Buddy to me. As you probably know he passed away July 24, 2015. I sure hope you were there to meet him at The Bridge. He brought me such happiness and joy. He was my sweet Bud Bud! You did a great job picking him out for me. I realized we really needed each other. I know you know his story so I don't need to write it out again. Besides I posted it a couple times in this blog.
Bailey is going down hill. She has, what I believe is Degenerative Myelopathy. There is nothing that can be done. I have a harness for her now for when the time comes that she can hardly walk. She misses Buddy but I know she missed you so much when you passed away. She hardly ate for 18 mos. But I am sure you know that. She only started eating when I brought Buddy home. I believe he helped heal her heart too. I worry about her being alone when I am at work. Please come and keep her company.
Montana, my boy, please come to visit me in my dreams. It has been a long time since I have seen and felt you. I miss you so much! Happy Rainbow Bridge day my love!